I feel as if I am sorting through the aftermath (on multiple fronts, really). There is nothing quite so anti-climactic as pushing really hard toward a difficult goal, literally draining all resources and then having the goal postponed (feels like: taken away) at the last moment...and delayed for over a month. I am now bearing the physical, emotional, mental consequences of the push without the rewards...or at least that is how things appear. I am the sickest I have been in quite some time...and still facing large amounts of work that needs to be done. There are a lot of positive things about this change, but I still need some time to adjust and to get used the major change in plans.
And, yes, I am aware I have not posted in a VERY long time. See above info about pushing very hard toward a goal. I figured if I did not have time to sleep, I most certainly did NOT have time for Facebook or blogging. Hence my apparent absence from both for awhile. I admit, I did once in awhile glance briefly, but did not try to post or keep up with anything. Things are still really busy and will be, but hopefully, I can bring things back to a better balance now that some of the intensity is gone.
Regardless of recent circumstances, I know beyond all doubt
that God is in control and that He lovingly orchestrates things to best meet my
ultimate needs. Even in the recent
chaos, I could and can feel Him supporting and sustaining me. He is good and faithful in all He does.
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